I'm back :D Just got back from a road trip Went to some of the best beaches in the world :D happy happy happy ! Was fun but tiring -.- Now I'm feeling so cold and tired :/ It's so freezing now !~ :S
Anyway I'll try update about my road trip soon aight ? :D for now, a little teaser :P One of the many places we went
Bay of Fires
Stay tuned :)
The stars were shining beautifully Just like how you shine in my heart
Happy Easter everyone ! :D Got any choco egg from anyone ?
Gonna eat mine tonight :D
Cooked myself a very delicious meal after my assignments ! Been a while since I had a hearty meal ^^
And about the crazy day sale Just a few pictures on how that day was like Pictures taken from Jenabi.
There were clowns as well :P
Had burger for lunch
With these fine chips :)
Some of the stuff I bought
Had our family dinner :)
Look at all those dishes ! :D
Mama Ariff setting up the table lol
Perfectly set up :) with napkins as well haha XD
Dinner for the 5 of us :D
Got myself a new phone as most of you would know my old phone died out on me :( and I lost all my contacts as well ! Super sad man, even all my contacts back home! :S All those pictures and messages T.T
Would really appreciate if you guys can send me your numbers through msn or facebook! or just leave it on the chatbox !
Thanks =)
It's a sony C905 phone superb phone camera 8.1mp :P
With 3G as well :D And I got it for FREEEEEEEEEE just that I have to pay a bit extra for my phone bill ;) Not too bad hor for a phone hor ? :D
Coming up next is the Easter Trip ! Hopefully it'll go well! Spectacular beaches to explore weeeeeee :D and one of them is the top ten beaches in the world !
That's all for now :)
Sometimes I really wonder why I still miss you Even when you no longer exist Perhaps knowing too much is a bad thing For all I really wanted was to care
lol, first and foremost sorry for the lack of updates been really busy with assignments for the whole week with each day sleeping less than 4 -5 hours :S
Launceston had a crazy day sale yesterday Took a break and went shopping ! :D This is the first time I loved shopping so much XD Bought a few stuff and was happy with it :) Was a real bargain, darn.
and I received about 100+ emails for Facebook notifications!! My God crazy man =.=
Back to work After tomorrow, I'm a freee man ! =) Going all out tonight !!
I dream about you all the time.
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Feeling moody all the sudden I know I should be doing my work now No need to sleep tonight Memories flashing back are disturbing Especially in this dark room of mine Black Reminds me why I like black so much Almost everything is related
All I ever wanted was to know you better again I know I was wrong before All I ever wanted was to see you happy Being safe without fear I guess the fear of losing you Turned into another way of losing you I'm dreaming of your disappearing face But you're still on my lonely mind Life is nothing but a shadow upon my soul without you With a little fading starlight As a part of you will always be a part of me Like how you'll always be my baby girl..
RULES: - Pick your birth month. - Italicise those that do not apply to u - Bold those that best apply to you. - For those that you are unsure about, make the font smaller. - Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months. - Tag 5 people
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled.Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft- spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk active. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat.Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.Daydreamer.Opinionated.Does not care of what others think.Emotional. Decisive.Strong clairvoyance.(Ok, so I looked this one upis the apparent ability to gain information about an object, location or physical event through means other than the known human senses,a form of extra sensory preception.)Loves to travel, the arts andliterature.Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors.Just and fair.Spendthrift.Easily influenced.Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom.Thinks forward.Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking.Less talkative but amiable.Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded.Motivates oneself.Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited.Well-built and tough.Deep love and emotions.Romantic. Uncertain in relationships.Homely.Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy.Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.
Hardly becomes angry ? What a joke. I angry You die !
But I very chill d la nowadays speaking about angry
Recently I got into the state of 'berserk' I dont know how I can get this maybe it's a disease of some sort When I go berserk I really go into the state of mind where I can't control anything not my mind or body actions or my deadly mouth My mind goes point blank I'M SERIOUS
I do wonder why I can go into that state It's scary after I think about it After going berserk, I wouldnt recall anything I did during that moment It's been a while since I went berserk I guess there's about 2 years maybe ?
Back when I was in high school I go berserk A LOT
And it happened again this year Damn It's like drug when you lose your mind and dont remember anything True but scary !
Oh it's amazing how music can influence one. Joyful music can make you happy Sad music can make you sad Dark music makes you dark ?
Well this is the first time I actually felt dark after listening to this music The darkness is so powerful, I'm serious When you into deep thought with the music You can actually feel it. I guess that's the power of music The ability to influence minds At a point I actually felt like killing somebody I guess it didn't really help the process except making the hate to grow stronger
It's amazing really Give it a try maybe ? :) The song is "A little piece of Heaven" by Avenged Sevenfold
This is the music video A bit gorry but animated sucks :P
Just go get the song and listen Really meaningful
Added the lyrics If you're interested
Before the story begins, is it such a sin, For me to take what's mine, until the end of time? We were more than friends, before the story ends, And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design
Our love had been so strong for far too long, I was weak with fear that Something would go wrong, Before the possibilities came true, I took all possibility from you Almost laughed myself to tears, (Hahahaha! ) Conjuring her deepest fears (Come Here You Fucking Bitch! )
Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times, I can't believe it, Ripped her heart out right before her eyes, Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it!
She was never this good in bed Even when she was sleepin' Now she's just so perfect I've Never been quite so fucking deep in It goes on, and on, and on, I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever, With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs And I know, I know it's not your time But bye, bye. And a word to the wise when the fire dies, You think it's over but it's just begun But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart Let's make a new start 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime (yeah) But baby don't cry
Now possibilities I'd never considered, Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard, Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave, To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved
Smiling right from ear to ear Almost laughed herself to tears
Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times I can't believe it Ripped his heart out right before his eyes Eyes over easy Eat it, eat it, eat it Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave
I gotta make up for what I've done 'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven While you burned in hell, no peace forever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs And I know, I know it's not your time But bye, bye And a word to the wise when the fire dies You think it's over but it's just begun But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart Let's make a new start 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime (yeah) But baby don't cry
I will suffer for so long (What will you do, not long enough) To make it up to you (I pray to God that you do) I'll do whatever you want me to do (Well then I'll grant you one chance) And if it's not enough (If it's not enough, If it's not enough) If it's not enough (Not enough) Try again (Try again) And again (And again) Over and over again
We're coming back, coming back We'll live forever, live forever Let's have wedding, have a wedding Let's start the killing, start the killing
Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life? (Yes, I do.) Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life? (I do) I now pronounce you...
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs And I know, I know it's not your time But bye, bye And a word to the wise when the fire dies You think it's over but it's just begun But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart Let's make a new start 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah But baby don't cry
I really felt like killing you and ending this once and for all That little piece of heaven is gone.
Your life is an island separated from all other islands and continents. Regardless of how many boats you send to other shores or how many ships arrive upon your shores, you yourself are an island separated by its own pains, secluded in its happiness. ~Kahlil Gibran
Fires rage as far as the eye can see. All the while, the dark clouds and cold winds of winter approach on the horizon. Allow me to embrace the darkness and let none stand in my way. ~Morkin
Everything that happens happens as it should, and if you observe carefully, you will find this to be so. ~Roman Emperor Marcus Aurelius 121-180AD
Rome didn't become great by having meetings. Rome became great by killing all who opposed them. ~Anonymous
Bay of Fires
