I don't care

Suddenly it just didnt matter anymore
if it's going to work
It's weird, feeling this way
when all the while I've never thought that I will
I've always thought myself to be someone else
Doesnt seem like it anymore

It kept rubbing into my head
The possible scenes
The fact that it is superior
It's killing me
knowing that fact

Echoes are reaching my ears
night's coming fast, sun's going down
confused
I don't know the answers
I wonder how long will it take for me to not care
before I start giving up

I wish I could be the one
the one who won't care at all