It just hits me

I suddenly just realised how much I need to go home
I dont have anything here
Why should I even think about staying here longer?!

Not even to hang out!
I dont blame them
I mean, we are who we are
I guess it's just not meant to be
I'm really just sick of always planning things

I thought it's different
now I cant be fucked anymore
Everything is going wrong here
I should just leave this place to be as dead as it should be

Oh I bitch and whine a lot!
Damn it, I cant wait to go home
and leave this forsaken place!

Hobarto Trip

Yes, it's time for a proper post!
We went Hobart like weeks ago
just to grab some nice food :D

Special mention to Syh How
The damn cheap bugger who flied us Air Asia
>.>

Our first stop was Ross,
known for her famous scallop pies~

See Jasper so happy :D

Had our first great meal in Hobart :D
Hogsbreath :D
ooo yeah meat tower LOL!

had the usual ice cream as well
guoyi was in heaven ;D

hang out at the docks
picture taking :D

Had tea in Mures
I had like 6 fresh oysters myself -_-|
thanks to izzy :p

For dinner,
we headed to some wood fire pizza :D
we hang out along the beach
before heading for dinner

Our Salmon pizza!
It was great ;)
and oh, this is su jan :p

Yeah I know,
you might be wondering
why not the usual group
Well, people change
it's time to make new friends :)

Coming up soon~

Tulip farm. Wynyard, Tasmania.

Hope..

What is there to hope for?
Will there be hope?

I'm not the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Always heading into the mouth of the unknown
Just for the sake of feeling
that I have nothing to lose
I did shits that I never thought I would ever do

Deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm always attached to you
I lost a friend
The bond that I felt
was indescribable
I can still remember how it felt

I don't regret those days
You were the best thing that happened to me
I only regretted for not giving better
There will be no one like you

"When I'm sad, I'll stop being sad and start being awesome instead!"
Damn it, I wish I could do that!

Fuck, what am I saying?!
I'm being a retard again!
God, I need a fucking drink!

It feels so weird

to be flirted
after so long
I actually felt REALLY weird for a moment
It's beeen soooo long
that a girl actually flirted HARD with me
and I just KNOW her ! =.=
I think it's best I not elaborate about it
censored :p

After chatting with her
it's funny how her mind thinks
almost the same way as I am thinking now
I guess it's the after effect of a committed one
When she talked about it
it just reminded me of how am I at the moment

Am I going to be like her ?
Though I kind of like her ideas...
hmmm..

Oh oh oh!!

OH I SO LOVE THIS PICTURE :D
Credits to Hong for this picture!

*happy mood dies*

I feeel so fucked up
shouldnt had read
sigh
I was such a bad person
My mum was so right....

I have to change.

Prosperity drinks anyone?

Prosperity kid. Georgetown, Penang. February 2009.


I'm not gonna say much
but your actions are beyond the line
Can you stop being such a fucked up person!?
It's not fucking yours!

I cant help but think..

Sunset. Penang, Malaysia. February 2009.


I really made a stupid mistake
My judgement is blinded
I hate this feeling
When can I get over this?