Was talking to a friend today
he was finally in love
after so many years =)
His first love to be exact
and that feeling to him is so not normal !
He felt weak but at the same time felt strong
like he can do anything for her
But his ego is too high
but he let loose a lot for that girl
haha and the best thing is he wants to get engaged with the girl
on the 12th of Dec 2012 !
Such a significant date ! REALLY !
I will do that as well
a pledge
if I ever find one
I will engage you on the 12th of Dec 2012 !!
HEAR ME MY GIRL ! :D
Wherever and whoever you are ! ^^
But no girl no engagement :(
Ahhhh, after talking to him
reminds me of the time I was in love with my first love
It was magical =)
Though I did not end up getting her
It was really a remarkable experience
I did so much
Gave me strength
I can owe my good results during PMR for her =)
I remember one of my friend told me
he was ... let's say a weird person
he's always with the one with the theories and facts
I find him an interesting fellow =)
He once told me
that I'm a lucky person
cause he never gets to fall in love
He wants to but he can't
He told me he also wished he has emotions
like worries...love..
I told him I rather be like him
but he said being a lifeless person like him
sometimes made him felt life isn't worth it
Been thinking
Should I do it ?
I don't know really
I know I should
But I can't bear to let go
I know once I do, I'll forget
I don't want to forget
I know how it's like to forget
You'll try to remember so hard but you just can't remember..
But you're giving me an answer that I should just do it
Should I ?
All I'm asking is a final clarification from you
It seems so hard
I guess this is a slap to me
Perhaps another 2 years of repeating history ?
I don't know what I should do
But what I know is
I must do this before I go back
If not, I'm sure what the answer will be
The choice is yours
If it's not worth it, so be it
Though I'm really reluctant to let go those memories
But you want it that way, perhaps I should just do it
I just don't want to forget.....
Can I ?
Please ?
Really counting days now
I don't want to go back :(
he was finally in love
after so many years =)
His first love to be exact
and that feeling to him is so not normal !
He felt weak but at the same time felt strong
like he can do anything for her
But his ego is too high
but he let loose a lot for that girl
haha and the best thing is he wants to get engaged with the girl
on the 12th of Dec 2012 !
Such a significant date ! REALLY !
I will do that as well
a pledge
if I ever find one
I will engage you on the 12th of Dec 2012 !!
HEAR ME MY GIRL ! :D
Wherever and whoever you are ! ^^
But no girl no engagement :(
Ahhhh, after talking to him
reminds me of the time I was in love with my first love
It was magical =)
Though I did not end up getting her
It was really a remarkable experience
I did so much
Gave me strength
I can owe my good results during PMR for her =)
I remember one of my friend told me
he was ... let's say a weird person
he's always with the one with the theories and facts
I find him an interesting fellow =)
He once told me
that I'm a lucky person
cause he never gets to fall in love
He wants to but he can't
He told me he also wished he has emotions
like worries...love..
I told him I rather be like him
but he said being a lifeless person like him
sometimes made him felt life isn't worth it
Been thinking
Should I do it ?
I don't know really
I know I should
But I can't bear to let go
I know once I do, I'll forget
I don't want to forget
I know how it's like to forget
You'll try to remember so hard but you just can't remember..
But you're giving me an answer that I should just do it
Should I ?
All I'm asking is a final clarification from you
It seems so hard
I guess this is a slap to me
Perhaps another 2 years of repeating history ?
I don't know what I should do
But what I know is
I must do this before I go back
If not, I'm sure what the answer will be
The choice is yours
If it's not worth it, so be it
Though I'm really reluctant to let go those memories
But you want it that way, perhaps I should just do it
I just don't want to forget.....
Can I ?
Please ?
Really counting days now
I don't want to go back :(




