Hope..

What is there to hope for?
Will there be hope?

I'm not the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Always heading into the mouth of the unknown
Just for the sake of feeling
that I have nothing to lose
I did shits that I never thought I would ever do

Deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm always attached to you
I lost a friend
The bond that I felt
was indescribable
I can still remember how it felt

I don't regret those days
You were the best thing that happened to me
I only regretted for not giving better
There will be no one like you

"When I'm sad, I'll stop being sad and start being awesome instead!"
Damn it, I wish I could do that!

Fuck, what am I saying?!
I'm being a retard again!
God, I need a fucking drink!

It feels so weird

to be flirted
after so long
I actually felt REALLY weird for a moment
It's beeen soooo long
that a girl actually flirted HARD with me
and I just KNOW her ! =.=
I think it's best I not elaborate about it
censored :p

After chatting with her
it's funny how her mind thinks
almost the same way as I am thinking now
I guess it's the after effect of a committed one
When she talked about it
it just reminded me of how am I at the moment

Am I going to be like her ?
Though I kind of like her ideas...
hmmm..

Oh oh oh!!

OH I SO LOVE THIS PICTURE :D
Credits to Hong for this picture!

*happy mood dies*

I feeel so fucked up
shouldnt had read
sigh
I was such a bad person
My mum was so right....

I have to change.

Prosperity drinks anyone?

Prosperity kid. Georgetown, Penang. February 2009.


I'm not gonna say much
but your actions are beyond the line
Can you stop being such a fucked up person!?
It's not fucking yours!

I cant help but think..

Sunset. Penang, Malaysia. February 2009.


I really made a stupid mistake
My judgement is blinded
I hate this feeling
When can I get over this?

Lady Gaga concert in Melbourne !

crap lar
i cant decide wanna go or not :s
seems so funnnnnnnn

decide for me people? :p

Blue Devils audition!

This is like soooooooo awesome weii!!
So sad I'm not in USA :(

I should had went USA for my studies instead of Australia!!

Gosh, I miss my band days :(




on the side note
just a rant:

Oh the many lies you spoke, where is that importance of religion that you always talk about?
You always try so hard to be obedient and loyal to your religion
But in fact you are the devil himself
two faced whore fucktard
What whore you spoke about
when you are that whore himself
who kiss the feet of others for your own benefit
You are one sly, foul, filthy animal.

I can see it in your eyes
How you tried to brush away any charges against you
How you always sneak like a foul rat
and how you always do your espionage missions
You claim you changed?
Proven to be another one of your tricks
You will fall one day
You'll see