Happpppppyyyy

Well, apparently I brighten up this blog a bit
so yeah here goes

just a little update on my life here
Studies been .. okay I guess
non stop work
I think I screwed up my essay so yeah lol!

Ok, fuck work.
We talk about fun :)

Head down to Hobart for a weekend

went with these 3 maniacs
and Ivan as well

the three of them are new here
From left;
Asyraf, Kat, Melinda

Asyraf is Ariff's brother fyi
Kat is from KL, former Taylor's College Architecture diploma
so yeah, we were supposing classmates :p
Lastly, Melinda from Singapore.
yeah, Singaporeans, I know =/

So yeah, got down to Hobart
The usual ice cream place

Too bad we didnt get to go to the fish shop
I kind of miss the fresh oysters =/

Head to O-Bar for the night
these shots are wicked
5 shots =K.O.

Love the green though

Next is the Easter Trip
I was kind of satisfied with the turn out
the biggest trip yet
60 people
And to think we did the impossible by going to Strahan
It was great fun

Henty Sand Dunes

Gordon River Cruise

Hells Gates
do notice the waves
it's awesome!

Can you spot the difference in the water ripple? ;)

Sarah Island

The next big event was the Mamak Night
It was okay I guess
the turnout was pretty low
but I had fun
It was a bit stressful
phone ringing all day long
running here and there

Overall, it was good fun
Would had never been successful
without those awesome people who helped out
and
my fellow MSA committee members
A BIG THANK YOU
to all of you! =)

Got to think right
rationale
I cannot risk this
not this time
it is obvious that this will not come to be
seeing it with my own eyes is bad enough
I cant feel any transparency
It's as though as living in fear
Sometimes I just dont get it
I guess they are just like that
I should just play along
Do as I want
This time it will be me.

Reminder to self: never sleep when you're full of anger, makes you dream terrible things and you'll be worse when you wake up.

Come to think of it
It is so surreal
The way it is going
for I know
how it will come to be

Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

A nation that doesn't love its people, doesn't deserve the people's love. Our loyalty will come if the nation would treat us as their children without bias.

I hate this feeling
main reason why I never wanted this anyway.

I sat down thinking, foreseeing.
And the fact came.
I cant believe what I had in mind came true
It just builds up the fact that I can trust my foresight more than anything else
More than anyone else

If I had not, I wouldnt.
All the sudden, I lost all hopes.
I wonder if the next thing I foresaw will ever come true.

I don't care

Suddenly it just didnt matter anymore
if it's going to work
It's weird, feeling this way
when all the while I've never thought that I will
I've always thought myself to be someone else
Doesnt seem like it anymore

It kept rubbing into my head
The possible scenes
The fact that it is superior
It's killing me
knowing that fact

Echoes are reaching my ears
night's coming fast, sun's going down
confused
I don't know the answers
I wonder how long will it take for me to not care
before I start giving up

I wish I could be the one
the one who won't care at all