Architorture~ -.-

7am
birds are chirping
I've seen the sun rise so many times -.-
been having sleepless nights
headache
arggghh

Mon-BTD
Tue-HTD
Wed-DS
Thursday-Rhino

Am busy for the entire week, every single day! :(
gonna get sick soon
this headache is unbearable :/
i hate this feeling, why must submission dates be so close together :s

and it's so freeeeezing COLD!!!!

DAMN DAMN DAMN

Oh boy, here we go again!

When can I stop myself from being so nosy?!
it's only making myself confused and emo-ing more!

DAMN :(

It's autumn now
emo season is coming
how I wish you were here with me

Starting to eat apple again
-.-

Friendship is indeed fragile
Sometimes it's better to ignore and not be bothered
and let's things go with the flow

Trying to ignore you
somehow I guess the attraction is too strong
I'm weak
I'm sorry


You're the reason why I'm in this way of life.

I realised..

I realised a lot of things after being in Australia for a year plus now
I guess going overseas and studying wasn't that much of a wonderland
that I thought it would be

It's different being independent
in KL
and
in Australia
It's just so different.

I cant even come out with a list of things I've realised..

I realised

1. that I hate being alone.
2. that I used a lot of tissue papers =.=
3. that expectations can bring a lot of disappointments
4. that true friends are hard to find
5. that my true friends are far away and I miss them so much
6. that I've had the longest depression when I came Australia
7. that I love to gossip =.=
8. that being in love is like being addicted to drugs; poisons your mind and soul
9. that I bleed more than usual; talking about my nose =.=
10. that some people just don't give a damn and not bothered about others
11. that I'm wide awake when everyone's asleep
12. that I'm a lazy person; eg my room!
13. that I've never had a soul mate except for the one I've loved; explains why I was so attached to her..
14. that I'm spending more Australian Dollars this year; which is a bad thing :(
15. that I still can't get over her after so long...
16. that I'm losing my hair =/
17. that different people have different principles; they just don't think the same way you do
18. that I might be turning gay =.=
19. that I'm an alcoholic...
20. that the closest and intimate person to you in the world can changed into a stranger that you've never met; not even remembering any of those times you've cherished together.
21. that I've been a fool for expecting too much and regretting it in the end
22. that I need to be less soft hearted and be cold hearted once in a while
23. that I was a childish immature kid back then..
24. that I have a lot to learn about life..
25. that I can only reminisce and never go back..
26. that people can change in just a short time frame
27. the mistakes that I've done and will appreciate better.
28. that no one can be trusted
29. that I'm an awesome procrastinator!
30. that nothing last forever.
31. .....

And the list goes on...

I guess I learn a lot of from these experience.
Reminds me of that poem we read back in secondary school
The Road Not Taken,
Makes a lot of sense now, doesn't it ? And we failed to understand it back then..
Did I took the wrong road ?
I guess its experience that makes life interesting
I don't regret those experience
An experience that is worth remembering
I guess there's no worst experience
The only worst experience in life is the one you didn't have.
Just wish I could have done better.

The End of a Great Legacy

The end is near
I wish I can go to the Farewell for Bro Paul :(
for those who doesnt know
Bro Paul is St. Xavier's Institution School Principal
and he's retiring :(
and he's the last administrating La Sallian Brother in Malaysia
After 157 years of administrating SXI,
it is finally coming to an end..

I do encourage all Xavierians to attend the Farewell!
I would if I could!
Too bad I'll be stuck here in Tassie during that event :/

For more information about the Farewell

The school that I miss

The La Sallian Brothers

What differs Bro Paul and other teachers is
his love and attention for students

Ask any student,
each will tell you how great Bro Paul is!

He even formed a bakery class just for those students who didnt do well in their PMR!

"In an effort to equip less academically gifted students, Brother Paul honed in on his personal skills and opened a bakery 10 years ago for Form 4 and 5 students who did poorly in the PMR examination.

“After the Ministry of Education changed its policy to make it compulsory for students to continue to Form 4 regardless of their results in PMR, many of our end classes started to come back,” said Brother Paul, himself a certified baker after enrolling in free Cordon Bleu courses while studying in Manchester."

Not every Headmaster would do that !!

I still remembered the time he caught me ponteng class :P

haha!

And of course not to forget funny Brother Charles :P

He teaches German woot !

I'm so proud to be a La Sallian! :)

Remembering your Alma Mater;

"Sons of Xavierian, Valiant and True!"

For more readings:

St. Xavier's marks a new chapter after 156 years

End of the La Salle Brothers' era

St Xavier's Institution Marching Band Concert

This concert is a tribute to Brother Paul, who is the last Lassalian brother in Malaysia, who will retire on 20 June 2009.

meh, too bad I can't go
Unless I go back Malaysia during my winter break
Should I ?

Cant say how much proud am I to see
the name of my band once again
Support them Penangnites! :D
Once a Saint, always a Saint
All the best to you, Brother Paul!
Happy Retirement !
I hope the next principal isn't a pain in the ass!

Ah, those glorious days
how I wish I can turn back to those times
when I was the proud, hot headed Wan Hoe :P

Now he's an emo sick bastard...

Petaling Jaya !

Harian Metro also reported on a pub waitress who was abducted, then robbed and repeatedly raped by a bogus policeman and his three friends in Petaling Jaya.

The victim had just left her friend’s apartment at Mentari Court for dinner when she was cornered by a man on a motorcycle.

He identified himself as a police officer carrying out routine checks and demanded for the woman’s passport.

Suspecting something amiss, she refused to surrender her passport. He then pointed a gun at her.

“He told her not to make a scene and asked her to hop onto his motorbike,” a police source said.

She was taken to the man’s house where she was told to remove her clothes but she refused. The man then slapped and attacked her. Later, he raped her and then let his friends take turns to rape the woman.

The victim was also relieved of RM20 in cash and her cellphone.


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SCARY SHIT man. =.=
Lucky left d haha
be careful Jesslyn! :P
And Kiet Yang if she's reading this LOL
Mentari people :S

KL is so not safe.

Oh damn it!

emo post alert!

What a great start for today!
Woke up from a damn dream that really haunt me !
Why must I dream about you damn it!
Oh yes the dream might be really sweet when you're asleep
but once awake and reality hits
I feel that damn effect....

Why suddenly can dream about this...
I don't need this anymore...
Pathetic really
So pathetic

After reading all those mails
I realised I was a big asshole last time
A really big one
I guess I can never forgive myself for that
Reading it really made me questioning myself
Why did I do that
I can never understand
I was given hints so many times
and I failed to see it

I'm starting to feel the hate and despise
It's my own fault
I deserve this

I guess now I know the reason.