I really don't know
The date is coming nearer
And I don't know if I should do it
Somehow I have a feeling it would mean nothing to her
What's the point ?
I am just giving excuses to myself
I've told myself that would be the last
That last day
But fuck it
No matter what I say
I can't lie to myself
Friends say follow my heart
What it is for the mind to control your heart
Or the heart over your mind ?
I just don't want to regret
Regret is a terrible thing
I thought it would be easier for me to walk away after being slapped that hard reality
Did many unimaginable things
The moment I just don't care
About anything that is going to happen
Even if it meant my own life
Funny huh how sickening this shit can be
I've said it to be the last
Somehow another last excuse is coming up
Should I just ignore ?
I really don't know
I just don't want to regret....
If you meet her again, what will you do ?
I really don't know
But seeing her smile really makes me happy.
The date is coming nearer
And I don't know if I should do it
Somehow I have a feeling it would mean nothing to her
What's the point ?
I am just giving excuses to myself
I've told myself that would be the last
That last day
But fuck it
No matter what I say
I can't lie to myself
Friends say follow my heart
What it is for the mind to control your heart
Or the heart over your mind ?
I just don't want to regret
Regret is a terrible thing
I thought it would be easier for me to walk away after being slapped that hard reality
Did many unimaginable things
The moment I just don't care
About anything that is going to happen
Even if it meant my own life
Funny huh how sickening this shit can be
I've said it to be the last
Somehow another last excuse is coming up
Should I just ignore ?
I really don't know
I just don't want to regret....
If you meet her again, what will you do ?
I really don't know
But seeing her smile really makes me happy.
4 comments:
"But seeing her smile really makes me happy" if in this case, then u should think whether the one u are giong to do to her will make her happy not. If it can put a smile on her face then why not? but if makes her feel awkward then..hmm..may b hav to use other way =)
Do it. Don't let yourself be more miserable later.
I will do it if I can make him smile. His smile can just melt my heart haha.. but too bad, Im not like you, I dont have any excuses to do something for him. So grab it if u have!
It's not really about that, earlier plan was I wanted to move on and forget, if I keep on doing these things, how will I move on.... :/
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